My dream outfit - September 2011

Red Gaga dress - Yours Clothing - 22 £
Black/White Tights - Yours Clothing - 8 £
Black Gloves - Yours Clothing - 8 £
Black Waist Belt - Yours Clothing - 10 £
Multi Punk Bangles - eBay - 4,84 £
Black Ankle Boots - eBay - 22,98 £

So I was on a group forum for plus size girls trying to buy fashionable clothes. And a girl was talking about the GAGA dress from yours clothing. I asked her for a link since I didn't know what dress they were chatting about and she showed me this beautiful red dress and I straight way thought about one of the dresses shown in season 7 of project runway. I feel in love with the look as soon as the model stared to walk down the runway.

I have before bought red dresses. 3 times before to be exacted. The first one I sold on eBay, the second one I gave away to a friend and the 3rd one is still hanging in my closet unused. It's from Evans - I ordered it from online, tried it on and didn't really love the way it fit. I think I am going to order the dress, tights and belt and wear the outfit! What do you think?

Karina

Does anyone hate this?

Just had the joy of finding one of my eye shadows that I used as a highlighter exploded in my makeup bag. Yeah, NOT! I had it *grrrr* Well now I am off to clean my makeup bag and my makeup. If anyone know a great highlighter feel free to comment with the name.

See ya later!

Karina

Day off = Dress up! (picture heavy blog)

So I forgot I had a day off! HA! So I got up early and had nothing to do (well nothing I wanted to do that is. I am a procrastinator. I'll do the dishes and wash the clothes tomorrow) So I went into my clothes and played dress up. I have a lot of clothes I still haven't worn and I wanted to use this opportunity to try them on and she what works. And I took some photos to show you guys! :) Tell me what you think of the outfits.

Outfit nr. 1 Purple t shirt - eBay/ black short - Dorothy Perkin/ Bag - O'Neill
Outfit nr. 2 Black Sheer Top - Torrid/ Floral Skirt - ASOS Curve

Outfit nr. 3 Purple t shirt - eBay/ black short - Dorothy Perkin/ Bag - O'Neill
Outfit nr. 4 Black Sheer Top - Torrid/ Dark Jeggings - H&M BiB/ Pumps - Iron Fist

Outfit nr.6 Black Tutu skirt and top - ASOS Curve / Black belt - Torrid
Outfit nr. 7 Red Top & belt - H&M / Black Shorts - Dorothy Perkins / Cardigan - eBay

Outfit nr. 7 Cardigan - Evans / Black Pencil skirt - M&S / Silver top - Torrid
Outfit nr. 8 Cardigan - Evans / Black Pencil skirt - M&S / Silver top - Torrid / Belt - H&M

See ya around!

Karina

My 1st tattoo! :o)

So I've got my first tattoo done! And I am in love, already started drawing my sleeve. I want a tattoo that goes from one elbow up to the shoulders and half onto my back. I really like fairy tales and  the figures/characters in them so I want a mermaid, a unicorn and stars to be a part of the full tattoo.

This is the original drawing of the bird I wanted for my tattoo.

This is the day after the tattoo was done :o) Still red and a bit sore

have fun and see you later!
Karina

I want these Zebracorn flats!

Gimme, gimme, gimme....! I so regret not buying these when they were for sale online. I had my eyes on them but since I was a student and a home owner I didn't feel like I had the money. And now that I am a educated woman they are sold out! Fail! Aaahh... I am so sad. So anyone feel like selling me their pair? ;-) I know that I can get them in pumps from eBay but I am no good at walking in fashion high heels but I would buy these if I got desperate enough. Well one needs to learn walking in heels at sometime, right?

OOTD - Tropical overdose

Not much to share with you today. I went to a birthday party last night and I had fun. Today I am going to clean out my closet and go throw my shoes. I have way too many shoes and some of them can be thrown away. No need to have worn down shoes stored away, right? Have a nice Sunday everyone!

 

What I Wore 

Turquoise blazer - H&M size L

Zebra print tunic - Evans size UK22/24

Black tights - Zizzi size EU50

Black thigh high boots -  Evans size UK8

I found my inspiration again

So I have been gone for a while. And getting back into blogging has been something I haven't been looking forward too. And let me explain why! I love this blogging showing you pictures, telling you a little story from the day and most of all the response. But I have a skinny family that sees my plus size - my fat! as a negative thing. After the last blog post I had a big fight with my mother. She keeps buying me clothes that are 2 sizes too big because she think my clothes fit too tight and I shouldn't show my fat. It's shameful and should be hidden. And than I get mad and defend myself. So typically she wants to make thing right, and she does so by suggesting that we get me started loosing weight by entering a gym together. Or the newer trend - a operation to shrink my stomach. And that's what made me hit rock bottom. I just started too cry my eyes out and stood up and left the room. My poor boyfriend had to get in between me and my mother. I forgive her. I just keep thinking, she doesn't know any better. She's ignorant. But I know she's not. When she was 20'ish she too was big and she didn't loose the weight because she said to herself "now I am going too lose it," she lost the weight from stress. She was a single mom with 3 kids and a full time job.  

I am really proud of my mother but still major pissed off sometimes. I hate that she sees my bigness as a problem and needs to change me physically. I know I am big, I know I need too loose weight. I also know I have a lot of emotional problems I need to work throw and I know I am a comfort eater. I feed my emotions food. I thank God that I have a great boyfriend that loves me no matter what. I was a size EU size 40 when we meet and after a lot of family problems, hanging around bad people, depression and doing a job with a evil boss for too long I am now a EU size 50. 

But I am getting better, I have a job a love. I work with great people. I have great friends. I have hobbies that make me go out and enjoy life. I no longer stay in all day feeling sorry for myself. I am ready to move on and you know what I've gotten to know so far? I like and love me now. And I don't mind the weight. I want to live healthier in the future but that doesn't guaranty that I will be a skinny person.

Anyways - on to the "OOTD - Outfit Of The Day"

Peach color Jacket - ASOS size UK 22

T-Shirt Leopard print - Evans size UK 22/24

Blue jeans - Evans size UK 22

Sneakers - Graceland size UK 7

Ring - my favorite as always 

Silver watch - Pieces/Vera Moda

Gold Swallow Necklace - Vera Moda

I wore some blush from Sleek named "golden rose"

Black mascara from The Body Shop

And the red nail polish is from Kleancolor and

named "red alert no. 81"

I wore this outfit to go shopping with my boyfriend. We went looking for a new couch but didn't find one we liked. So I dragged my boyfriend to go shopping for new nail polish. My new obsession is Kleancolor nail polish. I love that it's cheap but good quality, the brush applicator is amazing! And the color variation is to die for. I also had a gift certificate too a jewelry store so I went in to buy a watch :) I feel in love with the lime green one, the brand is "Mango". I already have the watch in purple and white. They are so cute that I want one in every color!

 

Sorry for the extreme long blog post today. I had a lot to get of my shoulders and I promise I will be a better blogger from now on. I am going to a birthday party tonight and I will have another outfit post ready for you tomorrow. Have a great weekend everyone!

Love Karina.

P.S. 

I am also going to get a tattoo next week. So check back for the pictures from my first tattoo!

I am so existed!